If only the world was full of Muppets.. Imagine if God gave us mouths that can open 180 degrees.. Aint that funny?? Sometimes some randomness will juz appear n i'll start imagining ppl talking den suddenly they change into a Muppet.. Scary to some, but irritatingly hilarious to mi.. I so love Muppets.. I like e humour, like the way they act so crazily.. Haha.. But still, wouldnt wan a Muppet puppet in my room.. Same thing as how i'm so against dolls in my room.. Eeyer...

Dolls.. One of e worst nightmares i can have after watching chucky in sec school.. Chucky's not scary, but he's juz *shivers*.. Oso cannot imagine seeing a doll in my room at night.. U'll never noe when they're watching you.. Hmm.. Do u guys oso have this same feeeling?? Dunno why there'll be people collecting these kinds of things.. Sends shivers down my spinal column..

Speaking of which.. I only realised tday that i've a Life Science CA on this comin Mon morning!! Haha.. Thanx to Shah for reminding mi.. Else think would have forgotten it le.. Thank God.. I so sincerely need help man.. physio, bioinformatics, all weird stuffs that i've learnt only in sec school.. Fortunately, e background knowledge is still somewhat similar.. Haha.. Only alot more details.. Study study study... Rmb to pray for mi:) Haha.. Gotto send Wei Kian my exam timetable lo.. Haha.. Dun even noe what day test wat.. Haha..

N.. I FINALLY GOT MY LAST BOOK!!! AFTER LIKE 1216875132164879213454876134654 minutes of pining for it.. Haha.. :)


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TIMES Magazine, Sept 1 2008

Was reading it when i chanced upon this..
"Obama doubled down on optimism, beginning with his careermaking speech at the 2004 Democratic Convention: "Hope in the face of difficulty, hope in the face of uncertainty, the audacity of hope. In the end, that is God's greatest gift to us, the bedrock of this nation, a belief in things not seen, a belief that there are better days ahead.""

Faith, hope and love.. Hope is what comes between faith and love.. Not before faith, or after love.. For it is in faith, where we find hope, which comes with love..

Obama has high hopes, which many find that is impossible.. I say, having high hopes while working hard towards it, and failing to reach it is better than having low goals and working less, yet reach it..

Now what say you??


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Walked through this life, full of uncertainty, full of expectations.. Expecting something nice to turn up on the corner of the streets.. Fallen into a couple of holes, taken a few beatings; Had a few sweet moments, that ended up into nothing.. Falling into despair, I stopped in my tracks.. Took a look at the wide world, i gave a long sigh..

Dark and gloomy was my world. A world where i've done many unthinkable things.. Smiling as i pierced someone else's heart, rejoicing while they suffer.. I wished for it to change, I wished for it to restart.. I wished for a quick death.. So i could become better again.. Get into another world, where there was no hurt, no crying, no pain.. A world where i could have all i wanted, where there was no one to stop me.. That was me..

In the tiny corner, in this time; my eyes fell onto a glimmering light.. Sweetly it lulled, majestic it felt.. Afraid i became, afraid i ran away.. Getting back on track in this dark, cold world; turning my back to the light.. Life went on, with the usual breakdowns and turmoils.. Even more meek i was, even more useless i felt.. Once again, i stopped.. Standing right in the middle of a crossroad, the crossroad of maturation..

Unsure again, I looked around.. Still black, still dark, still murky around.. and yet still the light was there.. Still warm, still powerful, ever so attractive.. Peering harder, the light grew even stronger, revealing something well hidden.. A cross made of wood, A cross dripping with blood.. Fearful i paced, fearless i grew.. The warmth encompasses, the sadness diminishes.. In my mind, someone spoke:

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THE BALLOON IS OFFICALLY A FLAT!!! its now lying around on my floor.. Haha.. Gonna keep it till Lyn's bday.. Wahaha.. Since she wants it so much.. Hee..

Tonight's another night of feeling vexed.. Dun ask mi why.. Just feel that there's this think inside mi that want to explode.. Apologies to e ppl affected by my aura.. Hmm.. I feel so discouraged.. Discouraged to do anything.. Is this bad?? Will this last?? Revision now seems like a climb to Mount Everest.. But still, am positive that this is not something from God.. Cos He's prepared something great for tml.. :) Smile boy, smile:)

Aint this short??


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WooHOO!! Tday's singing was great! Finally used minus 1 to sing le.. Been waitin for so long.. 6 more weeks before we complete stage 1.. Cant wait.. We'll need to perform once on top of that.. Haha..So fun..
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Woke up feeling agitated early in the morning.. Everything wasn't going in the correct way.. Took such a long time to prepare myself, ending up in a still unsatisfactory look.. Den in school, was sitting right in front of a big big fan, blowing right down at my notes, and also getting my hair in my face.. Haha.. Guess u all noe how i am la.. uper irritated with my hair.. Need to cut soon le.. Hmm..


Den had 2 tests tday.. Gotta confess to one thing.. I cheated.. N also helped my friend to cheat.. Sorry.. No excuse could cover this up.. Just my stupidity to try a different method during a test.. Hai.. Sorry..


You all should noe.. "The Right thing at the Wrong time is the Wrong thing at the Right time".. Something that u think is good, but if He tells you not to do it.. BETTER NOT DO IT!! Mi doing it has shortchanged others in different ways.. Rmb!!


This bad feeling could only be erased by doing something.. Getting back to the word of God.. Getting back to Him who has the ability to raise the dead, let alone raise my feelings.. Rmb that whatever you do, just have faith n get back to Him, n everything will be perfectly fine:) Praise God:)


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U brought mi up thru these 21 yrs.
U taught mi all that i needed to grow up.
U stayed beside mi to encourage mi.
U scolded mi to teach mi things.
U kicked mi in the face when i didnt listen to you.
U cried for my help to bring you home.

U accompanied mi when it was recess time.
U were kept in my heart all the time.
U taught mi that it was fun being a pri sch teacher.
U taught mi that its hard to have good friends.
U walked home with mi after school.

U gave mi a chance to serve.
U heard mi shout out loud during recess.
U sat beside mi during class.
U were e only one i could share my secrets with.
U are now such a dear friend to mi.
U will always be so respectable to mi.

U brought mi to the Lord.
U showed mi e many books i should read to grow stronger in faith.
U guided mi to walk in the path of light.
U taught mi how to do a phone prayer.
U encouraged mi to sign up for that.
U gave mi such a sweet birthday surprise.

Its cos there are so many of U in my life, that it brings out the word "Us" so strongly.. The strong bonds formed with U-s will never be forgotten..


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Tday was an exciting day.. Alot of unexpected things..

The math question that i got stuck for almost 2 days was actually a careless mistake.. So sianned..

I saw Jayme!!! One of e few friends i first made in church.. Realli thank God for bring her back.. Am prayin she'll be with us for good.. Haha.. Hope that God realli spoke to her just now...

Praise n worship was totally of a different level today.. All along i've always been having a warm feeling in my heart when doing pnw before service, which always made mi smile.. This time, TOTALLY DIfFERENT!! I was like super exhilarated.. Felt even better than during my Sq DnD performance.. Way better.. Even jumped until my legs turned jello.. Haha.. Can literally see mi almost falling back after every praise song.. Haha.. It was Great! I so wanna sing for Him.. Haha..

Wrote my name in one of e 3 papers, but still scared.. You noe e theory bout e big fish, small pond, n e small fish, big pond?? Dun feel that i'm good enough.. Praying for this.. But still, well, its one small step for mi:)

Gave They the pres we got him.. When we realised there's a price tag on e organiser.. Haha.. Yes we noe its not ur fault boy.. No one's saying anything but thanx for helping us get e pres.. Its realli great:) Everyone oso better thank Ah-Ni for e card too.. Its like icing to the cake:) Smile!! A Grey cake!! Haha..

Thank You for making everything possible.. Thank You for being my source of encouragement.. my source of entertainment.. my source of strength.. Thank You for this sweet Saturday:)

Groan.. 7 days till e nxt Sat.. Quick.. Let e days fly past..


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Time and tide waits for no man.. Its true.. Time still goes on ticking away every second.. You are not Peter Petrelli.. Or Hiro Nakamura.. U'll grow a moustache, u'll have white hairs, u'll grow in height, u'll grow in age.. Only one thing stays forever in time.. Only that'll never change and you can never go back to change it again.. Memories.. God gives us memories, not for us to stand still in time and wish that we could go back.. But rather, He gave us this so that we can learn.. Learn how to pick ourselves up from where we fell.. Learn how to treat people the way we want others to treat us.. Learn of the 101 ways of how to make yourselve feel happy.. Learn of the 1001 things you should do to honour your family members.. Memory lane's only for occassional walks, just like the occassional rain that waters the earth.. Good in seasons, but bad if its permanent..

Let mi be the kind soul who walks past you in your life.. I wanna be there for you.. I wanna build up a good relationship with you.. One that helps you in your walk, one that helps mi in my understanding.. One that helps you clear your doubts, one that lets us stand up stronger..

I cannot be like Superman, who can block all ur bullets.. I cannot be like Spiderman, swinging by you in time to catch you as you fall.. I cannot be like Batman, who can catch all your enemies.. Most importantly, I cannot be like Jesus, who took the world's sins on Him..

But I CAN be like Superman, who'll be by your side when you need help.. I CAN be like Spiderman, who spins a big web to cushion your fall.. I CAN be like Batman, who tries tens and thousands of ways to solve your problem.. AND I CAN be like Jesus, who loves you and thought of you when He died for you..

Gonna follow wat the book says.. Jia You for mi!!:) Jia You for U Too!!!:)


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Hmm.. Kinda having a walk down memory lane.. Still remembering most of e things that happened since kindergarten.. Occasional smiles n laughters, with a bit of unhappiness..

Still rmb kindergarten was at clementi right under our old old home. (old old cos we moved twice.. Haha..) Kindergarten was spent mainly running around e playground, getting occasional walks thru Clementi Woods.. PAP de.. Kinda remember e tcher looking after us.. Haha.. Dunno where did e kindergarten pic go to le.. But den, there'll always be one guy friend of mine whom i'll never forget.. But think he forgotten all about mi le la.. Still rmb his name tho.. But how he became a good friend of mine was cos of 2 girls.. Haha.. Come to think of it, will shy de if i tell u wat happened.. Ask mi den i'll tell u ba.. Haha.. This fren's a great fren cos of that.. He's been helpin mi cope with things for most of e 2yrs which i can rmb of.. Haha..

From kindergarten, i went on to Jin Tai Pri and went thru with nothing much.. Just full of accidents n Only rmb e 1 time when i was called out from my class when i was in Pri 3.. Was kinda shocked at first when e tcher called mi out of e class, thinkin wat did i do back then.. (I last time v guai de lor.. So was REALLI SCARED..) Den in e end found out that it was cos my mei, who was Pri 1, suddenly cried non stop in class.. Den her tcher came into my class to ask mi to bring her home.. *Faints* One other thing that i also rmb is e time when it was my mei's bday.. Dunno i P3 or P4.. I bought her a stamp from e school bookshop for her bday present.. She was so happy that until now she still rmb it leh!! Haha.. Feels so happy when someone rmbs e good things u've done.. :)

Den from Jin Tai, to Teck Whye.. Main reason we changed schools was cos we moved house into a v v nice n v v white house.. Our whole family kinda missed that house till now.. Lost touch wid most of e ppl there le.. Other than Xuans, Weix n Mr Harry.. Hmm.. Was quite close to Harry ba.. Cos everytime he'll always make fun of my name.. Haha.. Still rmb wat he always call mi.. "Alien Teo".. Dunno is if he cannot pronounce or cannot rmb, but kinda gotten used to it after a while.. Haha.. He knows my secrets in pri sch.. Haha.. Think its like in every school i go to, will always have someone whom i'll pour my secrets into de.. Haha..

Also realised at one point in my pri school life that i'm v pessimistic, n always thought lowly of myself.. Left quite a no of regrets in my mind.. When i'm wid my bunch of frens, i'll never suggest for us to do anything.. I'll always follow.. Think its cos i'm too softspoken at that time ba.. Hmm.. Think it has casted such a dark shadow that even in jc n sec sch when mi n my close fren both liked a girl, i would automatically back off though i know that she has an interest in mi.. Hai.. Loser rite?? So sad.. Think i let down so many ppl... Pri sch like dat, sec sch like dat, jc oso like dat..

Sec sch was fun.. Met alot of good ppl.. Haha.. Shawn, Guan, Jer, MK, Vic, Jon, from Prefectorial board n e bunch of 4E2 peeps.. Quite troublesome to name everyone here.. Haha.. But still, sec school was fun with all e prefect stuffs n e kicking Sheena, who was sitting infront of mi, n chattin wid Vic during Math class.. Summore, wid Shawn in our class, lessons were never boring.. Haha.. Sec sch's e place to realli do wat u like man.. went into 3CCas.. Haha.. Was super fun cos i learnt Adobe Photoshop n won a consolation prize in a competition, started knowing things about wesites n online shopping, got hands on in events as part of e organising committee.. All e things that i still like to do even now.. Haha.. My mei was also in same sec sch too, den she told mi that i look super wei feng in e prefect's badge walking around canteen shouting.. Haha.. Guess thats like spontaneous courage.. Haha..

Jc.. Hai.. PPl studying everywhere, mugging even when school's only started one wk ago.. But fortunately, PJC's not like dat!! Pj during my time was like.. Wanna play how much juz go ahead, until exams den start studying.. Haha.. Was part of Orientation too as one of e councillors, so got involved in e planning of e games, e lookin after of e "tribe" group leaders.. Being e support for e whole event.. Haha.. Was in charge of e pa system in e hall during e whole orientation n also some of e leaders.. FUN!! Oh.. But dun ask mi to go into media k? Wouldnt mind helpin once in a while, but not always ba.. Setting my goals high.. Wahaha..

But one bad thing during JC was e committee of our Council.. So.. Dun like how e tchers selected e committee.. Wats suppose to be a democratic vote for selection of committee members ended in a direct selection by e tchers.. Summore e tchers out of 3, 1's an arse who goes ard having relationships wid students, another's who's only there to look pretty, and finally one who'll help us fight for what we request.. Forgot wats that kind tcher's name tho.. Hmm...

Army.. Dun talk bout it.. Haha.. Talk about it n many guys will feel like strangling mi.. Juz FYI, 2 days of duty gives mi 1.5 days off n this continued for like 1yr in my 1yr 10mths of service.. N normal duty work only had to actually work for 2hrs a day.. Thank God? Yea!! Haha..


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In the darkness of valleys,
in the highest of mountains;
your light is always found,
shining forth, shining bright.
Your light is brighter than the sun,
so bright that darkness creeps away in fear of your presence.
Your light shines through the purest of gold,
through the blackest of hearts;

Your light is a filter,
that collects even the heaviest sins of people,
and yet blow it away like dust in the wind.
Your light is a catalyst,
creating change in the deepest places of people.
Places where it hurts the most,
places which contain the deadliest of poisons.

All You asked for is only one thing.
That we all just had to believe;
You painfully gave up your most beloved,
to make everything complete.
The One who obeyed You completely,
The One who now sits right beside You.
The One who showed the filth-stained world,
the way to live it right.
The One who gave up everything He had,
how much could one give up just to be in that position.
To be a person of Your Word,
to be a person for Your Word.

Yet You tell us to work hard,
to prepare ourselves before we reach.
Troubles are always all around,
and You will always be there to help.
To help us stand up under temptation,
to help us destroy Satan's fortress in us.
To listen to our worries, to give us advice;
To cleanse us of our sins,
to guide us to a better future.
Ever forgiving, ever loving;
Ever faithful, everlasting.

With You I'll want be be with,
for You i'll want to work for.
Help me grow in the ways You define,
help me prepare my heart.
To cling on to the cross in times of darkness,
to keep searching for the light You shine.
And when the time of Judgement appears,
I will be able to waltz into Heaven,
with my head up high with pride.


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Woa.. My bday celebration yday was realli a miracle.. Learnt so much about it just now.. That Keith actually asked his lecturer whether he could miss that day's lecture.. That You Sheng's lecturer actually cancelled their lec.. That Desmond got premission from his boss to leave work so easily although it was e first time he asked.. That Randy, Daniel n Felicia's present to mi was actually WON in a game at Funan, where they chanced upon one of their friends who introed them to the game.. Wow.. I suddenly feel so blessed.. Thank you friends, thank you God:)


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This year's bday is e most memoriable one i've ever experienced so far.. Celebration mood started way before e actual day

4th Oct
Day started out with giving out of goodie bags to close church friends.. Was elated when i saw them munching in on the stuffs inside.. Heart warmz.. :) Fervour Day dinner accompanied by a short surprise celebration with a small piece of cake..

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5th Oct
Family Celebration at my house.. Everyone came over to celebrate e 5 Oktober ppl's bdays.. Had alot of food n chit chat wid everyone.. Kinda felt that Aunt Landy was bit unhappy.. N also that she wanted to leave even before e cake cutting.. But still, she stayed for e cake cutting too.. Think she felt that her bday was bit left out, although we were also celebrating hers too.. Can understand how she felt, but still felt v bad about it, cos mum was like making my bday even more impt than everyone else's.. My point is that if we want to celebrate tgt, why should we split it into my bday celebration, ur bday celebration. Ur bday song, my bday song.. Ur bday cake, my bday cake.. I was so unhappy with the way it was held.. Point being, if wanna celebrate tgt, it doesn't matter if its my 21st bday or not.. If you think that my 21st is special, then we celebrate it on a seperate day.. Dont you feel that its unfair that e others' bdays were understated?? I'm thankful for everyone who planned, but still, it probably is short of something... Who says 21st is an important occasion?? Dun seem so to mi..

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8th Oct
Lessons ended in e morning, den headed down to Executive Cafe n gave "study group" a treat.. Food was ok la.. Not too bad, not too good.. Studied summore.. Met BCMG for dinner at Sakae also in NTU.. Darius gave mi a Heineken singlet from his trip to Bangkok (I think) n e whole of BCMG gave mi a crumpler!! *eyes gleamed* until i went home to try n realised that the company sewed e sling wrongly!!! *eye rolled* Wat happened to QC?? Made in China meh???

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9th Oct
Lessons after lessons, singing lessons after lessons.. Rushed down to church to meet sister A n sister B.. Sister B sent us down to Holland V for dinner at N.Y.D.C.. Food = Ok, Service = Below Average, Ambience = Satisfactory (Cos couldn't get e tables further in), SMELL = BAD (Imagine mi who used to work in kbox cck, oso having e same smell.. which was bad.. ), Accompanyment = One of the Best i can ever ask for..

To further summarise after events, Sis B's car batt was "gone with the wind", kind stranger, who's a chemical sales agent, helped us buy jumpstart cable, connected + to +, - to - (Common sense is + to - n vice versa, but guess all of us didnt had it at that time), called mum, who asked mi to call Ah Heng (mechanic), who asked mi to call Peter (towtruck service). Towtruck reached in bout 30 min, jumpstart car (expert finger's touch), Sis B's car oked, everything oked, mum drove down to help us out, everyone went home safe and sound.. EVERYONE REFERRING TO MY COUSINS WHO WERE ALREADY AT HOME WAITING TO SURPRISE ME.. Sincere deepest apologies.. Sorry sorry.. Forgive mi pls??

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10th Oct
Sis B's car stunned her again.. Thank God that Service Centre had toll free towing service, went over to her house to jumpstart engine again (seems like only e pros can do it.. I WANNA BE A PRO!!!) Sent car over to BB Service Centre where i picked her up to Wheelock Place..

Further summarise again, Vertical parking langga police jeep with super big bumpers on e buttock of my car, driver side bumper poking out now, got so distracted, skipped lec, went imm, wanted to repair phone, realised that dun haf spare phone, returned to imm to jalan..

Met family for lunch at CWP, had Ajisen.. Duper missed e tom yam.. soooo nice.. but no mood to eat, so ate a bit only.. But still, in e end still ate till super full, den went to Swensens.. My face lightened up again.. Not cos of e ice cream, but cos of my family.. Bumper was not even mentioned one bit, but conversation was more of our fond memories of when we were young.. Will wanna fill ya in over a cup of coffee if we've e time, n if u're interested in my family:) So fun that we had to forget about our plan to go home n nap first before finding Fervour.. Mei got mi a set of clothes:) Love e combi.. Will be wearing it tml.. Its not striped Ernz.. Lol..

Tot Fervour were meeting at Harbour Front, when actually was Esplanade.. Dun ask mi how do i link Esplanade n Harbour Front n how i got em both mixed.. I JUZ DID.. Dun Luff... Saw Desmond, Colin n Keith who met mi at City Link.. Actually thought these guys were early n that they juz happened to reach there only.. When actual fact was e WHOLE Fervour are already sitting at Kenny Rogers Waiting for mi... E 2nd last one.. Henry stoled e position of mi being the Dua Pai.. Haha.. I was like eh.. Suddenly see one table of Fervourians.. Den look around.. Eh.. Hao Shou.. Another table of Fervourians.. E whole Group was there!! Other than Boon Pheng, Ling Ru n Zhi Wen, but its ok.. I can understand :) So stunded n shocked.. Everyone smoked mi successfully!!! Dinner was interesting.. Jumped tables so taht can talk with everyone.. Thanx for all ur presents!! N e "Dua Zong" Cake!! Its humongous!!

Thank You For EVERYTHING!!!

Oh.. N i've juz acknowledged a maid for my family!! (Shen Mi Jia Bin)

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Whats that special?? E peeps, e treats, e gifts, e love fluttering around.. N a new maid.. Haha.. :)

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Great Bday party that ended at 0130 10/10/08.. Tell ya more when i see ya.. I learnt something new!!!:)

Btw.. Prev post is removed cos i feel that it has accomplished its mission:)


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This song always makes me feel like i'm old.. makes me want to just think back.. Do you feel the same?? *Dun worry. I'm not emo k??*


This song so wins the 金曲奖 in my heart man.. Such a touching story if you read e lyrics.. Dont you agree?? When i first heard this song, i tot that it was juz a slow, lousy, boring song.. Was still living at Teck Whye that time.. 2000/1.. Den slowly started to play FFVIII when i slowly realised that e song was getting burned into my mind.. 2003 was kinda a bad year for my family when things were turning for a worse.. My life juz got bad gradually from there.. Till last year.. But now, its stored in one of e small rooms in the place where i keep my treasures.. Memories are treasures kept safe n tight where moth and rust will not destroy and thieves will not steal.. I love my memories.. Memories of us in places we first met, memories of us playing catching at e playgrounds, memories of walking down that same stretch of road, memories of walking from JP to Woodlands, memories of walking from BBSS to Teck Whye, memories of my first time meeting Him, memories of our important Days.. So now you know why i would wish for a meal with you more than anything else.. *N I am Still not emo ok...:)* I want to remember you.. Just as you'll remember me.. Hopefully God will not let me be struck with Alzheimer's Disease when i grow old.. Its e 6th leading cause of death in US.. Pray to God... Praise to Him..


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Some of e many gifts i received these past few days.. Would like to say a big THANK YOU to all!!:)

Some vouchers so i can juz walk into a store without C.A.S.H!!

*Paiseh.. Forgot bout e add.. Thanx Ernz..:)*

Something that lets me know that i'm remembered at far, far away lands..

How far?? Guessed it??



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Got reminded by Ernz bout this.. Aint it great to have your first love as ur husband or wife in future? Wow.. Imagine this scene.. Kinda hard for this present times now.. With all e fen fen li li de.. Couples come n go.. Come tgt den fall apart den leave each other.. Even married couples are experiencing higher rates of divorce... But still, there are still some rare cases.. Vaguely remembering, but Yes.. Am positive that there are realli cases like these.. My aunt's one good example..

I'm sure most of us still rmb how it was like to experience e first time falling in love.. Suddenly feeling all warm n fuzzy all over juz at the thought of her/him, getting all so excited seeing him/her walk towards you.. holding your hands.. showering you with love n care... First time's always e most memoriable time.. Then suddenly, everything starting turning bad.. quarrels over nothings, getting irritated by e other's ignorance, not answering phone calls, avoiding contact with each other... Aint it all so memoriable? The first time we fall in love.. The first time we fall out of love.. N from all this what lessons do we get?? Lessons that prevent us from falling due to the same mistake again.. What doesn't break us makes us.. What's most important is that we all HAVE to learn..

Life doesn't have any 50 First Dates.. Cant get to rewind e clock to day 1, so juz make full use of everyday to get to learn more about each other, which one should have already done so before even getting tgt.. At times when u're angry or unhappy wid e other, always stop, think.. Analyze.. Think where's e problem coming from.. N solve e problem without being blunt with your words..

Love is not about e sacrifices you did,
Love is not about loving what they can do for you.
Love is not about the romantic environment you purposely made to make him happy,
Love is not about the LV bag you got her for her birthday.
Love is not about saying the words "I Love You",
Love is not about saying the good stuffs.
Love is not about what you'll get for her on Valentines or her Birthday,
Love is not about spending time with her when your mind's on something else.
Love is not about running towards the sunset together,
Love is not about e world revolving around the both of you.
Love is not about singing his praises only,
Love is not about doing what he wants you to do.

Love is about doing all you can to make him smile,
Love is about him lending you his shoulder at all times.
Love is about encouraging him as he runs through the last 400m of his 42.12km marathon,
Love is about wearing the Winnie-the-Pooh outfit, which she loves so much, n walking down Orchard Road with her.
Love is about weathering all storms with her,
Love is about forgiving him when he apologises and you never bring it up again.
Love is about the truth, and nothing but the truth,
Love is about understanding the situations she's going through.
Love is about giving good advice, and accepting them,
Love is about the occasional morale boosting calls when she's mugging till 4am.
Love is about what you can give,
Love is about taking time off your activities to help solve her problems when she needs help.

Love is not just this..
Love is so much more..
Are you really loving??


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I do not need anything.. Do not wish for anything in material.. All i ask for is to have a simple meal.. A simple cake.. E best present i will want to receive is your warmth.. That i know that i'm remembered.. That i'm reliable.. That i'm worthy of all your trust.. It would be better if u gave mi a cross.. That i want to bear your burden like how Jesus had done for us.. This will be the greatest wish of all.. I want to be like Him.. Although its not easy.. I'm learning as i grow.. I'm growing as i learn..

Before coming to Christ, i always thought of myself as a bottomless pit.. secrets are poured into this pit when people walk past my life.. Good secrets, bad secrets, gossips, everything.. But now, I know.. within this bottomless pit i have, there stands a Saviour. Who ensures nothing thrown in gets vomitted out. He acts as a filter, going through all these thoughts, n turning them into something good, gleaming n bright, shooting it out of this well.. So if anyone sees my head suddenly shining when i say sumthing.. Haha.. You'll noe la..

Do homework until suddenly blog..Haha.. Back to studyin!! FE1001


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I don't know if wat i'm thinking is right.. I dunno if wat i'm thinking is good.. Dunno if its pure, of righteous, Juz plain blurr... M getting back into the stage of putting e same person at a higher priority.. M thinking that wat i'm doing is just ridiculous.. M thinking of e 1001 possibilities of this event.. N e 1001 impossibilities of this event.. We're distanced.. Not close.. Neither here Nor there.. Dilemma.. He's telling me that its still not time yet.. I'm constantly reminding my mind that its not time yet.. But e heart's the weakest spot to poke.. Not realli that good to have a creative mind too, if u dun put it to a proper use.. It'll keep poking e heart..*poke POKE* This i can say that i need help.. Need help to control my mind.. Need help.. Keep telling myself that i would rather be the "thief", but should i realli instead be the "police"? Will anything happen this soon? I'm guessing not.. This is a test of time, patience, endurance, n true faith.. N i will want to win this.. I'm trying my best.. 2years is a good measure.. I'm certain that i'll be able to wait a while longer.. I'm juz hoping the afterwards'll last till eternity.. So wishing that there'll be this one fine day when we'll be able to spout out all these nonsense at one go.. Cos dun think anyone has a slightest idea of wats going on in my mind.. N i'm locking up this room in my mind, away from anyone.. Except for 1 other person.. :) Tryin my hardest not to think bout this too:) so no fret! I'm still e man i am as you see now.. :)

Oh.. N btw, sorry to all of you who smsed mi tday, but i didnt reply.. Fone's acting up again.. Throwing tantrums wid mi.. Not letting mi receive my smses.. Pls forgive.. Aint no intention to not reply de.. Sorri for making u wait n pin for my reply..

Btw again.. Erm.. To Miss Self acclaimed Pretty Ang, erm.. gotta say that i actually didnt noe if u've read that book before, n if you would actually read it, but i juz felt that it was an interesting book.. Really hope that you'll like it:) Happy 21st Birthday!!

Btw again again, it feels sooo good to know that u're being cared for n loved by your friends.. Thank you Fervour.. I promise that in time to come, you'll noe more about mi, n mi of you too.. Thanx for e cake too.. Well planned surpise.. caught mi off guard.. But thankfully wasnt a bad surprise.. :)

4th btw.. Still am curious how Sis Wan Ping noes bout my blog.. R U here? Leave a trail behind!! :)


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Hmm.. Some numbers that i experienced today.. Not e usual things i see everyday.. 121314151413121, 2212221, 0830, 110, 290, 2460, 22, 51314, 18, 3, 2, 0700, 1145..

121314151413121-- Was what i learnt in vocal class today.. Forgot wat e exercise was about already, but its got to do with pitching..

2212221-- Keyboard.. from c maj to d maj there's total of 2 semitones, d maj to e maj 2, e maj to f maj 1, n so on n so forth..

0830, 110-- Saw Justin at 0830 in lib while i was printing a set of notes 110 slides long!!! Madness.. Worst thing is that Justin's lessons only start at 1230.. Aint it maddening???

290-- 1 Almond soya milk n 1 choc kueh at dhoby exchange.. Aint it ex?? Sch's only like $2 or sumthing!!! Once uni students step out of school compound, inflation sets in n our wallets suddenly feel smaller.. *faints*

2460-- Price of a rare item that i'll seldom buy.. Least walk into those kinda shops... :) Dun let ur minds run wild people...

22-- No of Fervourians going for dinner on sat.. :) Not indented mind you..

51314-- Matt 5:13-14.. Got blasted by a ray of light from e light bulb.. Guess i didnt see it coming..

18-- The 18 Letters that were once used for Winnie the Pooh's Bday that are still hanging in my living room.. Did they leave it there for mi?? *Eyes wide open*

3-- The 3 words that everyone will want to say to the special person who has made an impact in his/her life... I Forgive You..

2-- The 2 smses that made me feel that friendship love is everywhere.. Thanx Chuck.. :)

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