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My God

Sunday, September 20, 2009

My God is like the wind..
No.. He's more than the wind..

The wind can bring you a breeze or a storm,
can lift you up into the atmosphere.
The wind can lift a kite into the sky.
It gives birds a chance to fly.
It lets sailors reach home faster,
It brings the clouds into motion.

But My God can do much more!
My God lifts you up higher!
He calms the storms when you need it.
He calls forth warmth when you least expect it.
He gives people hope and anticipation,
He gives you shelter, freedom and laughter.

My God is this cool,
He's definitely way better than the wind.

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15.5

Wednesday, September 9, 2009

Brain has officially been working 15 n a half hours today lo!! Since 8.30am till 12 am. Great?? Yup!! did 2 tuts n one design assignment.. Gonna take photo of it tml before handing up.. Haha.. Now duper tired out..

Juz wanted to say that completing some assignment is realli like giving birth to new hopes.. That it'll be the best in class.. That people will commend you for it.. Makes you feel proud of the amount of work you put in..

Points to another fact that also its like how our dads n mums show us off to their friends n relatives when we perform on stage for the first time.. When we do our first art piece.. When we first learn to stand n walk..Not that they're being showoffs, but that they're so happy about this that they'll share it with people who'll celebrate with them..

People may say that i'm only living on the lush green side of the world, n not on their side, where everything they do they fail, or when they try hard to appease their parents' high standards.. But rmb that as long as you do ur best, it'll be like shining gold thats worth every minute under the fire:)

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Tuesday, September 8, 2009

Sad.. I guess its time i return the small box to you, my friend.. Guess its just not this time.. MT's gonna be put off till a new timeslot for mi.. Oh well.. Expect more to come I guess.. Haha.. What else can I say??

I still want to sing n perform for Him who's worth it:)

Why do I still feel like giving U a warm warm hug?? Oh man..

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“And why worry about a speck in your friend’s eye when you have a log in your own?

Thursday, September 3, 2009

Reminded twice about this verse today..

Once when I jux kindly gave a gentle reminder to my jie to inform mei when she wore her slippers to sch today. It was REALLI REALLI GENTLE.. Like my normal conversing tone.. What's her tone? *Backlash* *Rain of terror* *Flames spewing from a dragon's mouth*... Which left me with a puzzled face.. Only God knows what's going on in her head.. She's getting too defensive these days.. Dont know why.. God I juz wish that she stops this habit of being suddenly so defensive.. I dont even know how to talk to her anymore..

Twice was when my mei was on e phone wid my mum.. She juz conveniently said that e both of us would want to walk to a coffeeshop 7 min walk away to have dinner wid mum.. Fact is, she didnt even ask mi if i wanted to anot??!! How can I not be angry?? N when I told her that I didnt wanna go out anymore, guess wat?? She even told my mum (LOUDLY): "U see ur son.. He's so spoilt to even go out.." I EXPLODED with anger!! Shouted back at her.. Nearly wanted to say the F word.. Was so tempted to bang the door.. These voices that I was hearing.. "Bang the door! Scold her with ur arsenal of words!! Quarrel!! Confront!! Fight for what's right!!..." then I heard this still small voice.. "Come to Me.. Control yourself.. You're e only Christian here.."

N just when I was typing this, I was actually intending on not talking to her until she apologises, when God spoke with Ephesians 4:16. ""In your anger do not sin": Do not let the sun go down while you are still angry,"

I realli hope that all this is cos i'm being put on the anvil of God.. Sometimes, I realli feel tired.. Tired for thinking bout others' walk in God.. Bout whether I should do things.. To search for other answers when there's only one.. To have hope when things dont seem to happen.. I'm tired.. There's so many things that I want to tell you face to face.. I juz dun seem to get e opportunity.. But still, I know I cannot quit.. I know that others depend on me.. I know that I promised u that I'll be there for you.. I know that even though you've lost my contact, when u need my help i will still be there.. I know that i'm in training.. I know that my God is wid me.. I'm leaving the world behind me tonight.. If its God's will, u will read this.. If its not, what can I say...

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