I'm surrounded by alot of noise.. Mentally..

You are one of my tumbling blocks.. One of the bigger ones too..

I love my family:)

I'm waiting..

I'm a bottomless pit for people's troubles.. But when it comes to mine, I find it always full..

I love sashimi!!

Its been 10 years..

I dun really share my toughts with alot of people..

2 years since I....

I love suspense.. I eat it for breakfast (Yum) :)

I miss my friends..

I feel that I'm overly conscious during PNW at e stairs.. Issit cos of e place??

I'm a family person..

I dun understand why some people like kimchi..

I long for a relationship..

I've given 2 years for Him to..

I'm hungry..

I'm not sure why I'm so desperately saving up money..

Poseidon's showing on Sun!!

I'm gonna be bored this Sun..

I WANT to be loved.. (Don't everyone??)

I feel that I'm an accelerated learner at work..

I like to play games.. *smiles*

A good husband muz first have a wife..

The heart is lower than the mind, and when there's too many thoughts in the mind, it bogs the heart down..

Bang, bang ,bang. Who's dead??

I once promised someone that I wont be attached within a year..

Why are there more and more people talking about relationships to mi nowadays!!!???

I'm on Nanyang Chronicles pg 8, thanx to my cousin :)

I dun feel like studying now.. Super Emo...

I AM in Lee Wee Nam Library now:)

I think I am oversensitive.. Or issit some people are not sensitive enough??

I am laid back.. But I dun wanna be..

I am so thankful for God's love..

I find it hard to sing PNW songs at home..

It makes mi sad hearing about the past..


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Groan.. Day 3.. Nothing to do.. Am considering not going for sem this aftnoon.. Cos even if i go, i'll only be sitting down n listening to others present their studies.. Kinda waste time.. Hmm.. But still, am havin diarrhoea.. Amazing rite?? Didnt eat anything wrong, but still am feeling uneasy.. Wish my cousins could come over for dinner earlier.. Hmm.. Am wondering wat everyone else's doing now.. Hai....


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You know those times when u think back on what has happened juz a few min ago and start to regret that why didnt u do this, why didnt you do that.... Kinda bothers mi.. Everything that i do, I will always regret.. somehow, one way or another.. Oh my... The bother... Like why didnt I open the door to tell u something.. Why didnt i help that elderly pick up her med.. Like why wasnt i there when i should be.. I think i'm too slow.. I think too slow, I react too slow man..

If an accident was to happen suddenly in front of mi, i surely will die.. If i could save someone from certain despair, I think that person will surely be downtrodden before i even start to react.. God, help mi be like radioactive man.. (Not in those tights la..) I wanna be there for ppl, but I dun just wanna be there to console, but rather to help them walk away from certain disaster.. God change me.. Please...

Btw, I'm not joinin e competition le.. Exams comin in april, n e final's on april too.. Dun wanna risk both.. Someday, I'm juz gonna compete in one for sure.. Someday..


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Be watchful, Young one of the untamed mouth
For it can hurt you in many ways.

In ways you can understand,
In ways unfathomable too.

Words that could slay the mighty Leviathan,
Words that fell the Walls of Jericho.

Of curses and swears,
Of comments and scares.

But I say unto you,
That every idle word that men shall speak,
they shall give account thereof in the day of judgment.
-Matthew 12:36

So watch your words and keep them leashed,
Tame the wild beast, and let it sleep.

For God so hears, every claim you make,
The words you say will either acquit you or condemn you.
-Matthew 12:37

Neither present your members unto sin as instruments of unrighteousness;
But present yourselves unto God,
as alive from the dead,
And your members as instruments of righteousness unto God.
-Romans 6:13

Therefore, I urge you, brothers,
in view of God's mercy,
to offer your bodies as living sacrifices,
holy and pleasing to God
—this is your spiritual act of worship.
-Romans 12:1

God bless the souls of those who learn,
The fruits of the spirit will be laid on them.

Of love and joy,
Of peace and patience.

Of kindness and goodness,
Of faithfulness and gentleness.

And of self-control, that gives power over temptations,
Over the relentless attacks of the Evil One.

Be watchful, Young one of the untamed mouth
For it brings to one a brighter day,
Or yet, another disastrous day.

God bless Your soul,
Your Faithful son.



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For those who loved, are loving, and will be loved..

A sweet song to God too.. Don't you think so??



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Wahaha.. Today is the first time i totally OWNED 2 PROFESSORs!!! Haha.. One was during Phys tut, another was during computing practical, when i was doing computing exercise 4 out of 5 of tutorial 2.. Guess wat?? This is only the first tutorial, n I'm already breezing my way thru to tut 2!! Wow.. Thanx for all the Computing knowledge beforehand.. HAha.. Den oso was tutoring my neighbouring classmates.. Haha.. But the computing knowledge that i still have in my puny brain is kinda limited, so had to ask e prof a bit of things..

What actually owned him was an exercise, which we were doing some math problem and had to use some specific term for some use.. "%lf" was supposedly the correct term we had to use, but since the notes taht weer given to us were not that clear, i ended up typing "%1f".. "%1f", "%lf" if you cannot see the difference, you've got to look even closer.. Realli a big difference man.. Haha..

So when i was working on it, i got an error in the result, so first i asked the teaching assistant.. He came over n asked mi to do all sorts of weird useless stuffs, which were in vain.. Still had the same errors.. So, i concluded that he didnt even read the questions beforehand and was probably new.. Nvm.. Forgive him.. (I'm super forgiving:) ) Den asked the Prof for help, den he sat down beside mi, n both of us starting to ponder on it.. With his super Indian accent, he told mi: "Your codes are all exactly the same as the notes, there should not be any problems!" He told mi this a few times while reading thru the codes over n over again.. By this time, i was sitting quite close to the computer screen, den i noticed.. the term that i mentioned above seemed different from the term that he inserted into my code.. Realising this, i changed the terms, n HEY PRESTO!! Everything worked!! It all ended with him laughing loudly, telling the assistant how he could not notice the error after reading so long.. Haha.. Owned..

Phys Tut we were going thru tut questions, n our tcher is like.. C-H-U-I.. Incident sounds like instant, pronunciation was super bad.. N first time i see a prof using cosine = hypothenus / adjacent.. (referring to toa cah soh in math).. We had to kep correcting him in his errors.. Lol.. Best thing was his final error.. His equation anyhow write, den when some of us told him bout the error, he replied as he made the changes: "Ac~Chuer~Ly, I make mistakes is to see if you all awake or not.. Haha.." The whole class nearly wanted to break out in laughter, when suddenly, "Er.. Sir.. Really ah?? Equation still wrong leh..", I told him.. Everyone laughed.. Owned..

After lessons, met Jam after her lec.. Not realli after, cos she kinda left halfway.. Haha.. Cos her notes weren't wid her anyway.. Kinda got snitched.. Haha.. Anyway, we both studied tgt after that while waiting for our parents to fetch us.. (er.. Different parents mind you:) ) Den i kinda shared something that i didnt realli told anyone before.. (Not that i remember of at least..) But still, am encouraged by her words, n am now even more wanting God to take His time n action in it.. Aint it great if it realli came to pass? *winks*

Mum came over for dinner at can A today.. N she said the food was not bad! Haha.. So case u're wondering how good it is, come over for lunch or dinner ok? We can meet together:) *smiles*

God's grace:) God's love:) God's joy:) God's peace:) God's patience:) God's kindness:) God's goodness:) God's faithfulness:) God's gentleness:) God's-control!! Good Night:) God's bless:)!!


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Was watching The Terminal on Chan 5.. Such a touching story.. E show was not just 1 story, but a series of events that gave mi the "aww" feeling.. Heartwarming.. N also its kinda like teaching us the importance of attitude.. Making the most out of the things you can do, esp when you think you can only do 'this much'; being persistent in reaching out for ur goal.. He's just a simple man stuck in his surroundings.. Wat bout us?? We aint stuck like him, but we gotta get the attitude from him:)

Notice the scriptwriter's proper usage of terms n words that lets one think less than what the other's trying to put forward.. Its quite thought provoking when Tom Hanks says "I'm waiting" thru e show.. This kinda goes to show that we tend to percieve/understand things usually according to what we know.. Until when we finally get to know what his purpose was in going there, then will we fully understand what he was trying to put forward to the people he meet..

Why i say its Emo nite?? Cos the weather's cool, while listening to songs on tv.. 星光大道4.. Den most of em were singing sad songs.. Makes mi remember things.. That time after hearing the story.. The times in JC in the night.. Haha.. Wasnt moody tho, case anyone misunderstands.. Was juz wishing for some things.. :) Heez.. Pray.. Pray..

Oh.. N Rica-jie asked mi bout my dream date.. Hai.. Well.. Its a dream all right!! Wannna noe?! Haha.. Ask mi urself:) *smiles*


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First day at school was ok la.. Juz the usual going around for lessons (as always).. so glad that everyone's doin mostly the same modules again.. Thank God.. Kinda feel that this sem'll be alot more different that last sem.. But for the better off course:) Makes mi look forward to going to school, although there's more super long breaks, esp weds, from 1130 to 430.. Totally empty.. Haha.. May God help mi fill my time up nicely.. Haha..

First time taking part in add/drop period.. Its like at 6.59pm, MB103 was like min 25 vacancies; n at 7.01pm, only 1 vacancy!! Thankfully i grabbed e chance when i could.. After that tried refreshing to see if there were any other vacancies, NONE! Did that till 8 when Jam called..

Oh oh oh.. N finally after 3 years, I get to see this small, puny, sweet-looking, stone-ing female friend of mine!! Jam Chen!! Haha.. Still the same girl, but now with a different "feeling" around her.. Gives mi the sense of maturity n independence feeling, which i never seen before in her in PJ.. Haha.. So interesting.. Was it e 3 years of non-contact uni life, or the 6 mths in Norway that caused this? Hmm.. Interesting.. Will i turn out like that after 3 years?? Haha.. Maybe? Maybe not?? :) Thanx for e ride too! (Super amusing to see u stone aft so long.. Wahaha.. Its a good thing :) )

Am wondering if anyone actually reads my awfully long posts, but still.. If u can make it this far, u CAN read THE STRAITS TIMES!! Haha.. Anyway, kinda laazy to change my blogskin, so if there's any kind soul who's helpful enough, pls tell mi k? Thanx:)


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Dreamt that i got back my jacket, which i misplaced on e way to church.. So sad.. Now only left wid one jac, better make sure dun lose it.. Haha..

Am having a sore throat n weird knee now.. Dunno why my knee suddenly like dat, like cannot straighten properly de.. Muz slowly slowly den can.. Woke up being shocked in pain by it, but slowly got better as e day passed le.. Torturous, cos i actually intended to go bballing wid edwin tday.. Too bad.. Hmm.. N imagine the agony of playin bball with a sore throat.. Ugh..

Why i say its all in e mind?? Not cause of my throat or knee, but that i need to remind myself of my 2 year training.. N need to constantly remind summore.. Haha.. Wanna open up my mind.. wid this 2 years of training, i believe it will help mi improve myself.. Jia You!! 2010 Sept's e date! Or maybe Oct sounds better? Hmm.. My bdaay.. Haha.. Ok. Nobody understands wat i'm saying here anyway.. Haha..

Am wondering if wordpress is realli good not.. Cos i realli find that e password protect thing's kinda good.. Let mi spam somethings i dun wan many to hear bout.. Haha.. But kinda lazy to start everything over again.. At first i was anti-bloggin, den i started.. Now i'm tryin facebook.. Haha.. Its all in the mind!!


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My last few min of 2008 was spent on Rayman's Raving Rabbids on wii at sean's house.. Crazy man.. Cant believe we actually stood up till 7am playing it. End up everyone slpt over at his house.. Haha.. Even chels too!! N e best thing is that her mum actually prepared everything needed for stayover for her right before WE even decided to stayover.. (Which we did not even anticipated).. Goes to show one more thing.. See how parents can sooo understand their children?? Its great to be able to fall back on parents, n better to fall back on God too!!

Juz went to facebook today.. First time in n-th months.. 60 friend requests.. Was thinking: "Wa. So many ppl still rmb mi?? Cool!" Haha.. Den as i was happily clicking on Accept, I realised that i even forgotten bout some of them.. Needed to look at their faces den realise who're they.. Many people have changed, not the same as before le.. Even some who were close to mi at a point of time, n yet i've dealt great damage to them.. Thank God that they're now so much better..

Anyways, to all who've juz stepped into 2009, work hard, study hard, play hard, n keep pondering n reflecting! Smilez n cheers to everyone, His blessings be on u:)


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