Phew.. Thank God the day is over.. Wow.. Today was sale day at Estee Lauder's, n my aunt got mi n david a job.. Thanx Aunt:) Work was suppose to start at 830am till 9pm at Merchant Square.. Ended up reaching Clarke Quay mrt station at 730.. Wrong estimation of e time.. But still, better be early than never!! Haha.. So we loitered around Central mall in e morn, juz to realise that there wasnt any Mac there!!! Suddenly got reminded of Sheng Wei.. Haha.. Looong story..

Reached e office le, got prepped up a bit by my aunt n her colleague Elvira.. (Rare name rite?? She's Indon!) Everything was like in control for e first 2 hrs in e room, cos it started as an all staff only sale till 11am. My job was to like provide shopping bags to the customers for them to put their stuffs in.. Guess wat?? E shopping bags were those red plastic bags you get from minimart shops.. Wow.. Talk about recession.. Haha.. Cannot provide proper shopping baskets.. Haha.. Another thing was that some of e items there were already out of stock even before it was open to public.. So there were quite a no of limited things.. One of which was a Michael Kors Golden coloured Holiday bag.. A one compartment bag la in short.. Checked online, but couldnt find any talk bout it.. Retail price given by e peeps there: $105... Sale price: $15.. See.. Sooo cheap!!

Oh.. N that was only during e 2 hrs in e room.. Outside, there was already a loooonng queue le.. Kinda like a snake le.. N poor David was doin crowd control outside.. He was like black faced when i saw him after that.. Haha.. Crowd control.. Get ready to be kicked around by e crowd as u attempt to control them.. Lol.. But thankfully, when i got to him, e crowd outside suddenly shrank by ALOT.. So when i switched place wid him, it was like quite a bit of ppl only.. Not so bad.. Haha.. So from 9am to 3pm, it was like super busy.. But from 3 onwards, business slackened.. So we all started taking chairs out to sit down in front of everybody le.. Haha..

Oh.. Forgot to tell u all.. e pay was like first 8 hrs $6, subsequently $9.. So after calculations, will have earned total of **********.. Inclusive of meals, breakfast, lunch n dinner.. Wats for breakfast?? Bakerzin sandwich.. Lunch?? Bakerzin Fried Rice.. Lol.. E rice's juz enuf to fill Lyn's stomach.. Dinner?? Didnt bother, cos packing up lo.. I was like WAT?? Bakerzin e whole day??? Wa.. Estee Lauder treats their ppl good.. Haha...

In e end, work was so not good, cos i worked for 12.5 hrs, but didnt even manage to get a cent back.. Instead, had to fork out *** bucks more, juz to get a few stuffs.. Haha.. But still, alot of fun, experience, friends made.. So it was THUMBS UP!! Not forgetting the aching feet, dehydration n e loss of time to study for tml's test.. haha.. But too tired to study le la..

One more thing.. I've bought in total, 5 Michael Kors bags, 4 Tommy Hilfiger dogtags (go engrave e back urself if u wan).. Spent total of $***.. What i have in mind is for a few ppl, den e rest is first come first serve le.. Haha.. E bags still have 2 to give out, dogtags, 1 to give out.. Paiseh.. Still feel that i've gotten too little bags.. Hmm.. Now e prob is how to pass it to u all, cos i can only get it earliest nxt wk.. Lol.. I forgot to bring it back, so its wid my aunt now.. Haha..

Nxt wk gonna go down for a job interview for an admin position at my aunt's workplace again.. This time think less tiring, but will take a week or so, still need to type resume.. sian.. Haha.. But gotta do it anyway:)

Edit: Forgot I should not put e prices up..Heez..



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Had a dream.. Jam n I were like walking around in a forest trying to make our way to school (dun ask mi why), when suddenly there were super lots of cobwebs around, and we had to go thru them to walk out. As we kept on tearing down the cobwebs, each cobweb was like gettin more powerful and strong to a point when they were totally unbreakable.. so ended up like trapped in a maze like dat. There were also like alot of spiders climbing on e webs, and it started flooding.. Amazing dream man.. After that part, we actually made it to school!! N i realised that Jam was like 2 heads shorter than mi.. Is it real??

But whats important is that i woke up realising that i can be a safety net for my close friends.. So if any one does anything bad to them, dun care their husbands or wifes, i will soooo wake them up wid 2 hard smacks... Lol..

Oh, n one more thing.. Vic's comin back!!! Dun think alot of u noe who she is, but still.. Well Come home!! Thank God for e experience you had over there!! Hallelujah!!


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Something seems to be missing.. Something.. Not sure wat it is, but still, it aint a good feeling.. Trying to finish one thing after another.. It feels like a race, when there's too many things that'll compete for my time.. Are these things cluttering up my time with God?? Unknowingly, i feel like i'm gradually losing control.. Its always good to know that God is doing the steering, but as i read more, i realise that i'm actually not listening as clearly as i used to during e exam period..

What i think i'm actually hearing now.. Feels like He's telling me to let go.. Think i'm actually attempting to take back control of my life.. Attempting to plan my things according to MY time.. Secretly, i'm wishing that the job that my aunt wanted for mi wouldnt go thru.. I need more time for myself n for e people i love.. I want to spend that quality time as much as i can now, n not when everyone start working.. I fear that the time comes too soon, when i wont have the luxury to do this anymore..

Lord, I let go of everything I have, and I ask that you forgive me for attempting to take back the reigns of my life. You plan for one to succeed, You plan for one to fail. For all things happen to remind us of what You have in store for us. Lord, I take failure with humbleness and success with gratitude, as You tell me that the greatest challenge one will have is when one hears You say No.
Father, may everything work in Your plan, happen in Your time, be of Your grace and mercy on us. Let us stay strong and faithful as we hear Your word. "All Scripture is God-breathed and is useful for teaching, rebuking, correcting and training in righteousness." I seek Your rebuking of my wrongdoings, Your correcting of my mistakes, Your training to be the man you want me to be, and Your teaching that make me reach yet another level higher closer to Your character. I know I've got to cast aside everything I have and cling on to the cross. I seek You Lord. In the name of the lamb who's blood was shed for us, Jesus, Amen.


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I've got to learn the art of waiting.. *Slaps impatient head*

Filled bottles will explode when kept under increasing pressure.. Need to depressurize at times too.. Need an outlet...

The first who correctly guesses e problem on e first try wins e chance of hearing.. Vague?? Try guessing.. Things dun happen e same way twice.. Late nites aint that good after all..

Kinda suddenly realise that this itself is a problem.. A BIG PROBLEM...

Regarding something else, still rmb somebody asked mi a question jokingly.. My reply is.. Yes, and I still am..

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The thing a wicked man fears shall come upon him, but the desire of the righteous shall be granted. -Prov 10:24

Enjoy prosperity while you can, but when hard times strike, realize that both come from God. -Ecclesiastes 7:14

and be strong, all ye people of the land, saith the LORD, and work: for I am with you, saith the LORD of hosts: According to the word that I covenanted with you when ye came out of Egypt, so my spirit remaineth among you: fear ye not. -Haggai 2:4-5

For every one that asketh receiveth; and he that seeketh findeth; and to him that knocketh it shall be opened. -Luke 11:10

For the Lord gave us this command when he said, ‘I have made you a light to the Gentiles, to bring salvation to the farthest corners of the earth. -Acts 13:47

Love is patient and kind. Love is not jealous or boastful or proud or rude. It does not demand its own way. It is not irritable, and it keeps no record of being wronged. It does not rejoice about injustice but rejoices whenever the truth wins out. Love never gives up, never loses faith, is always hopeful, and endures through every circumstance. -1 Corinthians 13:4-7

And I am certain that God, who began the good work within you, will continue his work until it is finally finished on the day when Christ Jesus returns. -Philippians 1:6

So do not throw away this confident trust in the Lord. Remember the great reward it brings you! Patient endurance is what you need now, so that you will continue to do God’s will. Then you will receive all that he has promised. -Hebrews 10:35-36

The LORD is my strength and my song;
he has become my salvation.
He is my God, and I will praise him,
my father's God, and I will exalt him. -Exodus 15:2

In your unfailing love you will lead
the people you have redeemed.
In your strength you will guide them
to your holy dwelling. -Exodus 15:13

It is God who arms me with strength and makes my way perfect. -2 Samuel 22:33

I'm with you in prayers dear friends:)
Study hard for ur exams:)

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At times, I'll want to be a child.. Just like how a child smiles when a friend shares with him a sweet.. Jus like how a child yearns to quickly run home to watch his fav tv shows.. I want to be like him.. Being happy and thankful for all the little bits and pieces of somethings that he received.. Holding on to the happy thoughts of things that happened today, while looking forward to all the events that'll happen in future.. God knows what I like, God knows wat i'm looking forward to.. God'll slap mi in the face when i put it above Him, but still, God'll bless mi when He wants to.. And I know.. God wants to bless His children..

Am thankful for the small bits n pieces of today, am thankful for the plans He gave for my tomorrows.. Am thankful for the person He puts beside mi, am thankful for the chance to stand tall in proclaiming what He has done.. I Love You, God.. I Love You.. (swirling around in the presence of Him, dancing, prancing, singing..)


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Finally.. Last paper soon.. 1 last one.. But still, today already felt like it was e last le.. Cos e last paper is mcq only, n as per a levels... Mcq test is like almost not considered a test.. Haha.. But will still study la dun worry.. Haha.. Keith's comin over to study tml.. N act think that i'll might be studyin a bit more after exams too.. Juz read up or something ba.. So.. If u're studying at some place n wanna haf some company, feel free to ask mi!!:)

Hmm.. Kinda tot of alot of things suddenly today while waiting for family at jurong east tday.. Ended up giving my mei 17X missed calls.. Ladies n gents, please be reminded that u are the phone's master.. Not the other way around.. There's no excuse for not picking up a phone, esp when someone's calling you more than 10 times!!! I would not want to go on bout this, but still, please do understand that the main idea of a handphone is to ensure contactability.. Maybe not straightaway, but still asap... Pls do occassionally check ur phones k:)


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Today was soooo painful.. Actually mean e early mornin ba.. Slpt at ard 9 plus after dinner cos was super tired le.. Den at night was woken up with a pain in my stomach.. Didnt noe wat it was, n tot i was juz hungry.. Cos usually dun slp so early de mar, den will oso much on some stuffs while studyin.. So grabbed a few slices of bread.. Those kind e white colour, soft soft de.. E Ya Kun Kaya Toast those kind.. Startin was ok after eating a bit, but gradually it became so bad that i literally curled up in bed.. Mei saw mi suddenly waking up at 1 plus n 2 plus she oso started to worry for mi.. Thanx for e concern Mei!! :)

In e end, woke up 3 or 4 times, with each time getting worse den e prev.. Had to wake my mum up for suggestions to help easy e pain.. Didnt noe Po Chai pills oso worked for gastric.. Haha.. Muz rmb wor ppl.. Stomach anything wrong, DUN CARE!! Eat Po Chai Pills n U'll be OK!! Haha.. Helping Po Chai advertise.. Is Po Chai a company or a person's name anyway?? Haha.. Dun care...

Had Phys paper tday.. Aiyo.. All this while hor, my papers hor.. I dun even noe if got ba wo not lehx.. I see e paper straight away will like start writing n writing n writing le.. If length of answers= marks awarded, den i'll most probably be safe le.. But thing is.. I'm not even sure if e methods i'm using are correct!!! Is like juz blindly sweeping my hands around in e dark.. Hai.. Now oso bit demoralized for e papers, but still, how i feel bout it now will not affect e outcome of e paper!! So juz smile n be happy n go church tml!!! Finally ITS SATURDAY!!!

Haha.. Goin for some disciple thingy thing tml.. Oso dunno wats it bout, but only noe that it'll be duper helpful in my walk wid God.. And am so looking forward to it.. Already feeling good bout it le.. Haha.. But still quite blur bout some other things.. so gonna get my doubts cleared tml!! N Tml's AUDITIONS!!!! Suppose to be this week's mon de, but couldnt go.. Pray for mi k? Pray for God's work to be done.. If He says i should not go for it to any of u, BETTER TELL MI!!! Haha..


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Thank You for all your prayers *Bows whole upper body down, forming 90 degrees*

Was kinda freaking out before Math tday.. Went in wid "ban tong shui".. Came out.. "Almost Chuui".. But realli gotta thank God.. Was last few min towards the end of e paper le n i still had 4 parts not done yet.. Those were the ones that i skipped cos i wasnt sure how to do.. Did a silent prayer at that point, den suddenly.. thoughts suddenly were like flowing into my head.. like suddenly this question will do in some weird way, which i still couldnt understand e logic till now, n another question suddenly out of nowhere i startin using some formula which i couldnt understand why should i use it... Den e paper ended le, n i went out n discussed wid my frens.. End up they oso used the same method n they got the same answers.. Den i was like kinda one step short to achieving the answer, but still, i can get some working marks!! Wow.. I was like so shocked man.. Haha.. God's so cool..

Econs exam was like.. First time after so long i had to write so much.. Haha.. Reliving the a levels days when i'll always have an ache in my right index finger.. Haha.. But still, manageable ba.. Not sure if can score tho.. Hmm.. Pray hard.. Anyway, it in God's hands le.. So there goes my worries!~

2 more obstacles left! Phys n Material Science!! Jia You!! (To mi n all the others who are having exams/ gonna have exams :) )


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Exams are like in 3 days time.. N guess wat?? I dun realli feel e scare of exams.. Its not casting fear in mi like it used to.. I dun go all scurrying around like i used to be.. Wats going on?? Can someone tell mi wats am i thinking right now?? To be able to blog so relaxed at this time of the year.. Exams are lurking around the corner, i know.. But is it like a leopard, the silent killer with its roar as powerful as its bite, or a little puppy, with its bark louder than its bite?? I need to do more past year exam questions.. Think tml'll be a dedicated day to it.. Oh God.. Please let it be like the puppy n not like the leopard.. Hmm..

To everyone out there, pls remember to pray for mi k? Pray for guidance, pray for knowledge.. Pray for listening ears, pray for attentive eyes.. Pray for clear thoughts, pray for nimble fingers.. N most importantly of all, Pray for God's plan to be working.. Thank You all:)


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I feel like them.. Watching the world spin from my house window.. oblivious to wats going on in school, not noeing wats goin on.. Feels so sian.. Dun wan this kind of "study week".. I wanna get better!! Get better fast fast too!!

Suddenly received a sms from Winnie at this point while i was blogging.. Wa.. Thanx girl:) Just when i was tellin myself how alone i felt.. Thank you so so much:)

Thank You my mei mei for giving mi this webby.. Go see go see..
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Feels like time is crawling away while i'm not doing anything productive.. Juz putting calamine takes up 1/24 of my day le.. N my head's burnin with itch!!! its not mites or fleas, but is pox!!! Its so tempting to scratch all of them now.. Hai.. So unproductive.. Only done 1 tut today.. Hai.. I need someone to push mi to study.. Home's not a good place for mi.. Hai..


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Somehow, one way or another, i knew this was coming.. Kinda expected this to happen.. Have always been worried on when would i get this disease.. Wasn't looking forward to this, but was more of, expecting it.. Has always been thinking bout, how come everytime people around mi get this, n i'm still not affected by them?? Hai.. Den now.. Suppose to be studying n gettin ready for e exams, suddenly this happened.. Mum says that i've had it before, but doctors told us that e 1 i had wasnt considered a pox.. Even i forgot about that lor.. N it was like when i was 5??? Haha.. Seriously couldn't rmb..

But somehow, I'm thankful for God allowing this to happen.. Goes to show that He realli noes wat i'm thinking.. Haha.. M realli grateful for all e encouraging things that u guys told mi too.. Everyone keep telling mi not to scratch too lor.. Haha.. N btw, whatever people say bout dun eat wat n dun eat wat, its verbally proven by the 888 plaza Healthway Doc who's backed by 8 certs, that its a myth.. FAKE.. LIE.. FALSE TRUTH.. So everyone can dun believe la.. Haha.. But still, 信不信由你.. Haha..

Regarding wat i'm thinking, its a realli super evil thought.. I'm sorry to say, but After the past funeral, I would suddenly think of.. What happens if something happens to someone dear to mi.. How could i react?? How could i help him/her?? Wat happens if someone leaves us for e other world?? I shudder at thoughts like this.. But it just keeps coming back.. Wouldnt want this to happen.. I think i'll juz collapse onto the floor.. It hurts to see someone leave your side.. But everyone has to someday.. So make full use of the time we have together, for it will be short:)

Am I fortunate?? OH YEA.. If e ppl in e Wa tribe had this disease, I'm guessing that they'll be thrown into some isolation cell lor.. Thank God for all i have now..


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