Did you know that you have always been a winner? A victor?? We are all victors in our different ways, in our different walks.. Although we go thru tough times, periods of uncertainty and trouble, we're always winners.. What makes u think that what u're doing now is wrong?? what makes you think that thats e right way, n this's not?

What didn't break you definitely has made you stronger.. Now pick yourself up from where you fell, for God's people has no room for these disturbing feelings you're having now, but understand that everything you're going thru now is like "been there, done that" to Him, who has planned our life not for disaster, but for us to prosper and do good.. When everything seems against you, remember that God has never been on ur opposition team.. N when God, the eternal winner, is with you, will you not win??

Realise that every point in life is a learning point for you, and you will learn so much much more..

Now get up, and stand tall, for the spirits sent by e devil has no lasting effect on our bodies, the temples of God.. What else can a small setback caused by a small spirit do to us?? Don't cower, for we are not born for cowardice, but rather, we are born for God, who has called us into His highest glory. :) Never were we losers, or cowards..

I pray that God leads you to see this post, n encourage you in what u're going thru..


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Then Joshua asked them, "How long are you going to wait before taking possession of the remaining land the Lord, the God of your ancestors, has given you?"

I've a feeling that there's something that I'm suppose to do, but still haf not done anything about it.. But I'm just clueless.. Not as in i dunno what is it, but I'm not sure if which one He's talking about... Friendship? Wisdom? If friendship, which one?? If wisdom, do what?? I'm so blur... Hope I get a revelation soon...

Heez.. Exams ended on wed, which is like 3 days ago le.. Haha.. But was lazy to blog so... Haha.. You know wat la.. Paiseh paiseh.. Haha.. Well, case u dunno, I've withdrawn from e auditions le lo.. Big shock?? Haha.. Well, can say that I've got what I was expecting from it already, and am juz waiting for e right opportunity for mi to realli be in a performing group ba.. Haha.. Wouldn't mind worship team too tho.. Haha.. I'm like a kid going gaga over singing.. Haha.. Doubles e joy when its singing for God.. Haha.. Oh.. N will still be helping my already assigned keyboardist in her auditions by helping her sing.. Haha.. See.. *Beams*

Oh.. N I dunno why but the weather's killing me!!! I'm like sweating 10 min thru playing wii!!! Its madness.. Haha.. Imagine 2 days worth of wii too.. Haha.. Oh, but amazingly, there was this cooling breeze last sun nite i think.. Was juz a short breeze, but dunno why, started to think about little Ms B.. I DUNNO WHY... Haha.. Weird..

Oh.. N hey, feel free to inform mi if u've any job opportunities k? or juz wanna come out morning breakfast oso can:) Haha.. Not too early can le.. Haha.. I like my lazing ard in bed time.. Haha.. Toodles world!!!


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Its great when you know that its God speaking to you.. Galatians 2:20.. I was prompted to memorise this verse sometime earlier this week.. And Amazing Grace was also on my mind this whole week.. N sermon was also speaking about the one thing that I did totally wrong yday.. I could totally feel the difference in spirit when sis wp suddenly said this verse, continuing with the ending of her sermon.. Usually, I would have already felt revitalized after PNW before service, but today, something was literally tugging me back.. pulling me back from God.. Only till swp said the verse then I began to feel better.. Thank God.. If anyone says that this is a coincidence, I want to ask you.. What are the chances for having 3 coincidences happening all at the very same hour??

Today realli impacted on mi that God is realli a transcender of time.. He can realli speak to you about the things you did a few min ago, thru something that has been prepared one week before.. Its realli great.. N now I can say that God realli loves mi.. N that He gives mi attention even though i'm only one of His few million children.. God loves mi.. He loves you too, reader:)

God forgave mi even though I disobeyed Him, turned from Him.. Thank you for your unrelentless love and care:)

Still kinda puzzled by how come so many ppl noe about mi, but I dun even know their names.. Hmm.. Why arh??


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Its a vicious cycle.. At times I realli feel that God's so far away from me.. Aargh.. I cannot take being alone.. HOw do you not make someone feel that he's fighting this war alone??? Its realli painful.. The process and the consequences.. Pure agony.. I realli am angry at myself for all these things, but everytime when I get down to thinkin bout it, I will never remember the anger I felt in e past.. Its like climbing a flight of stairs but suddenly having a force pushing you back to your starting point.. If I cannot overcome this, what else can I do well in??

Master your emotions.. Oh man, I'm not doing what I'm telling others to do... AHHHHH!!!!! HELP!!!!!


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Something good n something bad to share wid e stalkers of this blog..

e Good..
I passed e auditions:) E coordinator was trying to call mi on sat, but cos cell was at basement, so didnt haf any reception.. So he ended up calling while i was in e lib:) Thank God for it:) Its a good thing, but kinda was like expecting it le, since there were miss calls on sat.. So didnt realli haf e "SURPRISE" element when i heard it today..

e Bad..
There's a second round for it:( Supposedly briefing is this sat, but i told them tht i wouldn't be free till aft 24th apr.. So now still waiting for his reply on further instructions...
N also, I REALLI DUNNO WAT SONG TO PREP NEXT!!! I used e song that i'm preppin this stage for e first audition le.. How How?? Haha..

Oh! N anyone wanna buy a solar charging jacket for 370 US dollars?? It realli sounds cool:)


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Quick!! Pray that someone helps mi rid my body of e ache in my shoulders!!! n neck too!! dun wanna haf a one week anniversary for both man!!

is this stress??? Woa...


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