Recess is over.. The rest has come to an end.. Yet still, I'm looking forward to every saturday, when I get to see you guys.. Its great to be in God's family enjoying the glory and praise in God.. Its great to think that sunday's cafe duty.. Its great to be of service to people.. Look forward expectantly.. Thats what God says.. I'm looking forward.. For if I look behind, I look at the mistakes, the past glories, everything that will not change my future.. Reflections are always a must, but will not keep looking back.. Jia You to all who're going back to school:) Its time for another push before e 3 months.. Jia You! :)


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The day that started off quite wrong.. Why??

Woke up at 11 today.. Didnt pray in the morning.. No excuse to be given.. N dunno why I didnt pray even though its my usual routine.. Got super annoyed at a little minute incident wid my sisters.. Oso dunno why I got so frustrated.. I seriously didnt noe what was going on wid mi this mornin..

Got on e train to school when I heard "So You Would Come".. Seriously touched.. "God has given this much, has done so much for us to come to Him.. You may think you have nothing to give.. You might have a broken heart, a broken life, but Jesus still wants you to come.." N now I'm with Him, He still never stopped giving.. God tells me to be thankful for every small thing in my life.. I am.. I juz wonder why does my spirit flunctuate so even more greatly these days.. Unknowingly, I can use the d**n word these days.. How do I get back to the root? How do I get back to the vine, that holds on ever so tightly onto this branch thats falling off? I dun wanna be a fair-weather boy.. I wanna be a super hero.. A purple cow.. A purple rabbit..

I'm biting off something i cant chew.. Why fly, when you cant even walk?? Take a step at a time boy.. God's a lamp that guides us step by step.. Not a lamppost that shows us everything in front n behind us.. Not a torch that only shows us our destination.. Slowly boy.. Slowly boy.. :)

I pray that my affection for you will never change.. Ever since the day I met you.. Even if it bears fruit a year or two later, I still will wait for your timing.. I love you God, love you..


So You Would Come - Hillsong


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Hmm.. Yday was fun, with e community service to Geylang Old Folks Home.. Got to know quite alot of ppl from Hark music school.. Looked after the elders during their lunch, sang quite a number of songs too.. There wasn't a stage there, cos it was at a elderly day time activities corner under a HDB building, but it helped mi feel closer to the ppl there.. There were a group of teens there also to help them in their lunch, and also perform some magic tricks.. Some of the tricks were blatantly obvious la, but still, it was good effort.. Haha.. The performers oso purposely dressed nicely for the magic show..



During our performance, at one time we were singing some song when i suddenly felt like jumping to the music, just like during PNW.. At that point of time I felt that God was like smiling at us.. Felt so happy.. I think I have a dream now.. I wanna be like a singer, going around for performances, rushing ard to fit into tight schedules.. Noe that it'll be tired, but still I feel that its worth it.. It'll be best if the rushing ard was from church to church too.. Haha... God says can dream big.. Haha.. I'm dreaming now.. :)



But all these is only possible if its in God's will, n like Jesus, I willingly leave it to God to decide my direction in life.. Occassional thoughts bout * for the past years has harden mi into making the wrong move.. I'm not gonna make the same mistake again.. If its meant to be, it will definitely come to pass.. 2009 will be a year of growth for mi:) Hopefully for you too:)




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The BIG difference when God's a factor in your decisions...

This time, I remembered to pray for my presentation.. Not just once, but Twice!! N although this time round was only talking on one slide, which I had to further explain the examples given, Everything was smooth flowing!! Words that came out from my mouth actually connected with each other quite well!! Haha.. Still rmb e last time de.. Super Chui... Haha.. Thank God!!

N when God tells you to wash the dishes, you Jolly well go wash!! Hmm.. This time, I realli did go wash, not just my own plate, but I CLEANED UP e whole table of empty plates n washed!! N thankfully my jie was washing wid mi too:) haha..

Zhong Hua smsed mi something in e morn.. "Your life begins to change when you change something you do everyday." I want my life to change.. things will not take a turn for the worse, when its already at the worst.. I want to clean my life up.. Please help mi, friends n family of mine:) Love ya all.. Thanx:)


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Would you forgive n forget??
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Why do every young one in church have to do Masterlife everyday? What is the true purpose of it??

Was popped this question during cell.. Felt that e answer I gave was quite comprehensive.. One of e few times when I do say the right thing at the right time.. Issit Holy Spirit's work?? Surely hope so...

Masterlife's a form of discipleship where one gets to learn more about God's commandments and the main reason behind our belief.. That is our relationship with God.. It is through this relationship that we were saved, and thus I would pose a question to you.. Would you want to know more about someone who loves you and is always right beside you, in times of joy and sorrow? God has plans for us.. Good plans to make us prosper, not in the ways of the world, but in riches and treasures that can be brought forward into heaven.. Would you want to know more about Him, and be willing to hear Him day by day?? When you want to make a commitment, you will want to spend time to know more about God's character.. Masterlife teaches God's character in this case, and it also provides practical living and insight to how we solve problems the Jesus way..

This knowledge that is found in this book cannot be taught within one sermon or even a couple.. This information has to be slowly digested, slowly internalized as we ponder on it day by day.. I would boldly say that not many people will make it a point to revisit the notes that he/she copies during sermons unless needed.. If it is taught in one sermon, I do strongly believe that it will not have much of an impact on us as much as us reading up everyday.. Now, why everyday?? Take this as a form of training.. Ponder on God's words everyday and talk to God everyday.. First we'll find it probably tough and tiring, but as the weeks go by, as we move further and further into the book, one'll realise that it aint that hard at all.. This method of teaching us allows us to continually, and habitually speak and listen to God..

Why everyone has to do it?? Now I ask you, if your leader tells you to do this, and tells another that he dun have to do it, wat would your first reaction be?? "He's stronger in God that me??","What?? I need to do this and he dun need?? No fair!!".. This relationship with God is personal and does not need a competitive force to drive us to work harder.. What I'll learn from this book is also different from what you learn from this book.. Do not build your relationship with God on other's experiences.. This is what I learnt.. The church's doing us a favour by asking everyone to do this together, as it brings about a common goal where we all will be able to celebrate for after 12 weeks.. So be thankful if you were either forced, bribed, or coerced to do this by your friendly leaders..

Why 12 weeks?? Good question.. But maybe you should ask God why 7 days in a week first...

All in all, I pray that everyone who's been faithful in following the "Masterlife" book daily, while at the same time continuing in their Bible Reading Plan while not forgetting their daily quiet times too.. Be wary to not mistake the book for the bible, for the bible holds that Final authority of God's words.. May The Lord see our faithfulness and bless us after this 12 weeks with the changes that we'll go thru and may we never be the same as before again.. Let us remain focused on Him.. May the 12 weeks come by like a breeze as we enter this new season of change..

The Lord is a lamp on my feet.
He shines the path ahead of me,
and guides me to the goal He has planned.

He is the pillar I draw strength from,
the One I lean on when I fall.
The cloud that provides me with solace,
the fire that saved my cold-stricken heart.

His love is poured out on all,
His love is unrestrictive to all.

Now that you know of His sacrifice,
His desire for you to come to Him.
Can you feel His love for you?



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WooHoo!! First time this year cooking dinner for family.. Haha.. Off course is wid my mum beside mi guiding mi la.. Haha.. Anyone wanna try my cooking?? Haha.. Stir fried kailan wid garlic, prawns with egg, and fried salmon!! Haha.. Gives mi a good feeling although was super tired tday.. Hmm.. Wasnt payin attention during marketing sem too..

Bumped into Henry TWICE tday!! TWICE!! When usually i dun even get to see him at all.. Haha.. So far, have seen Henry twice, Wei Kian twice, Clare Nil, Kenny Nil (wonders why..), Pei Jun Every week.. Haha..

Juz realised this.. Blogger.com's technically still has not been verified by mi yet.. Haha.. N its quite some time lo...

Another thing.. Heard from Lynn that Planetshakers might be comin over to church this Sun!! Keep mi informed ya shepherd:)


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I think i need my beauty slp too man.. 7 hrs is not enough.. 10's e magic number.. Haha.. My body's groaning for more, esp during lectures.. Getting harder and harder to stay up, listening to a person who seemingly speaks in Eng.. (I suspect he's speaking some alien language tho..) Thankfully his part of e sem's lectures are officially over.. Some 经典examples that i barely managed to make out..
"Condom physics" = Quantum physics,
"Wavefrank" = Wavelength,
"Feitha" = thether (as in angles),
"Solush-eh-n" = solution,
"Wave Funsh-eh-n" = Wave Function.

I'll agree that all lectures from now on should go back to NIE to brush up on their language.. Someone please help the school maximise their spending costs by hiring new lecturers or with a rule that they'll get a pay cut unless they improve on their lang.. NTU needs help on this man..


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Just a few moments ago, I felt that I should have been stoned.. So many things I thought I should have known.. So many things that were right smack under my eyes and yet I did not even do it..

When man loses courage to say out what his heart has to say, he turns to technology to attempt to reveal his thoughts..

Mei, You know how much I love you, how much I want to be there for you all the time.. At times I may be irritated and ignore you, but I pray you bear in mind that you remember that someone out there cares for you.. And there's someone who's higher than us who loves you even more. So much that He's always watching over you, helping you in secret. All He wishes is for you to recognise His presence and love Him back. He's the perfect man that every human searches for, and most do not find. I've this God who's backing my up in my training to be a better man. If He can help mi do this, He can surely do this for you too.. I love you, God loves you.

To Miss Anonymous, I AM finding it hard not to tell you about my feelings.. But I noe that God can help me with this.. But all that I want to say for now is that I would want to get to know you better.. I do hope you'll not read this, but since you'll not noe who you are, I guess its alright then. All i wanna do is to noe u alot more.. Not to start in a relationship now.. I'm still duper not ready..


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