Aint gonna blog bout chalet le cos there's realli too much to blog bout.. er.. Thinkin bout e 3 bombs thing.. Well, 1's halfway diffused, 1 undefused, n 1 totally diffused n nearly forgotten le..

E undiffused.. I might be disciplin the new little orange in cell.. Haha.. Gotta need alot of help on that, so if u've time to pray, help mi with this too k? haha... Thanx:)

Totally diffused.. Was e performance.. Was actually an evaluation for my stage 1 vocal lessons.. My tcher bombed mi with a totally unexpected pitch of 3 keys higher than my usual key.. Was singin halfway thru e song, into e chorus, when i juz stopped n told my tcher, who was at e cd player, that it was too high.. Both of us were so paisehed man!! He had to take e mic n apologise to everyone.. Haha.. Could feel that God was laughing at that stunt he did.. Haha.. But after that, everything was tuned back to e original key, n was smooth-flowing le.. 'Cept for a part when he suddenly signalled mi to push my voice.. I blurred a moment n forgot a few words.. Haah.. N oso another verse i mixed up with another verse, but still in e end managed to piece e whole song perfectly together.. Haha.. So hilarious.. Den when i watched e vid Eri took of mi, i felt so gay man.. Was totally swaying alot.. Haha.. Sian..

Halfway diffused de only gonna say when its fully diffused.. Think gotta wait till countdown den can.. Hmm.. But still its all for God!!

N one last thing.. got back results for last sem lo!! But before i announce it, gotta tell u that i was fully prepared for e exams.. (Not as in studied everything until can memorise, but i prepped everything spiritually!!) Fasted approx. 1 month for it before exams, n oso for alot of other things.. Fasted for 18 days 1 meal a day, n 4 days of 2 meals a day.. Man, e 2 meals fast was like so bad man.. Hard to go thru.. Other than this, n e usual prayers, i oso did study la.. But didnt think that it was alot tho.. Haha.. Think i blogged bout it ba.. if interested, go check my prev posts.. Lol.. Den after all e exams, i kept having this notion that my grades would be kinda like 3.8 or something.. I will be like praying to God for my points to be bout 4, n then suddenly this number will like appear in my mind.. Haha.. n guess wats my results?? *Drumrolls* I got a whooping 3.88!! Praise God? Oh yea!!!!

Oh, N another last thing.. had a games gatherin at my house today.. Was actually kinda scared like how would it turn out, cos it was kinda last min thing.. Alot of last min people couldn't turn up, n at first i was like scared that there'll be not enuf people to play.. But still, everything turned out sweet! N everyone had fun, n Jacob too!! Haha.. Xuan's sooo good wid him.. Think she's e first friend of mine who'm he's so open to.. Haha.. Welcome u guys over to my house again anytime!!


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2008.. A year that opened a new chapter in my life.. A year of many seasons.. First I was in army, n den I left.. Next in OCBC, den left again.. Now in uni.. N am still in it.. Haha.. Wish i can say that i've left it.. Wahaha.. But still, a man's gotta do wat a man's gotta do!!

So many things happened this year, too much that it doesn't feel that i've juz breezed through it.. Today's sermon was bout resolutions n following up on it i think.. Didnt go for sermon, but agar-agar think its like dat la.. Hmm.. This year is e year which i officially started performing in front of an audience, learnt so much more bout what's in store for mi..

Saying goodbye to 2008 wont be that hard for mi, cos i noe that i can bring over everything i achieved into 2009! (Come to think of it.. What can i not bring over??)

Resolution for 2009:
Perform more..
Serve God's kingdom more..
Prepare myself to be a good bro\son\future husband\friend..
Find out God's planned partner for mi..
Love God more..


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I need a dumping ground...


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Hello! Just back from a hotel stay at Grand Coptorne wid my family.. Sorry for e long period of not blogging.. Haha.. was linda lazy... But anyway, was around Orchard Road n also free, so we didnt mind it at all.. Haha.. Anyway, had to sleep on e cold hard floor with only a blanket n lousy pillow.. Room was standard size, but cos my whole family of 4 squeezed into it ma.. Haha.. So didnt get much of a rest then.. Went to another hotel, M Hotel, for lunch after checking out.. Haha.. Mei commented that we were like people from e "shang liu she hui" today.. So shuang man.. Lunch was an international buffet, but mei n jie like kinda sianned out by it.. Said that we've been having too many buffets within a short period of time.. Haha.. But still, i secretly wished that i could have eaten more sashimi or something.. Hmm.. Guess i was too tired le.. Haha..

Somehow, on e way around Orchard, I had a revelation.. I was actually doin something that God didnt like unknowingly.. E devil was attacking mi in a way that was making my mind accelerate.. Totally didnt hand up e day to God.. Man.. That was sad.. But still.. Am thankful for that revelation, cos i realised how easy it was to do things that God didnt want us to do..

N also was wondering bout one more thing.. How do our leaders actually "judge" our spiritual walk in God?? Cos that time james was like talking bout this.. So kinda curious.. Haha..

Let my faith in God draw mi closer to the person He's reserved for mi.


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Dreams can come from God, dreams can come from the Devil.. What can we know from dreams?? All i noe is that i wanna believe in the dream i have.. Of that we were havin a party n u were the one we were celebratin for.. u were drenched n someone handed mi a towel for u.. It was times like this whch i wished would never end.. That time stand still.. that the lights dim on our surroundings.. Just being close to you is good enuf..

Yet, reality still shoots mi in the face, tellin mi that we are of worlds apart.. And i noe that no matter wat happens, what God plans in our lives.. I will be there for u when u ask for it, and that all that matters is that its His will thats done.. I know He knows whats best for both of us..

Well, at least thats one of my favourite dreams i could remember.. N if its realli God, He'll make it possible! Wahaha.. Now, lets go for camp!!


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And the day is set.. 27th Dec.. My time to be in the limelight.. After months of preparation, the day has finally arrived.. Evaluation for my vocal class.. Will be performing on stage this time in front of probably 30-40 people.. Well, at least thats wat my tcher told mi.. Hmm.. Prepping myself up for it.. Might wanna chiong pi pa gao aft church camp.. Haha..

So far, my schedule for upcoming events are as follows..

9 Dec -- New Life training
10-11 Dec -- Estee Lauder's (hopefully can fin by 11th)
12 Dec -- Intending to go Fossil sale, followed by dinner wid Vic n Edmund
15-18 Dec -- YI Camp
20 Dec -- Xmas Bash
21 Dec -- My Hope (TWPS)
21-22 Dec -- Family hotel reservation
24-26 Dec -- Family Chalet
25 Dec -- Fervour's Celebration
27 Dec -- Hark Music Performance
30-31 Dec -- ER
Somewhere around May/June -- C.A.T.S.

I feel like I'm gonna enjoy this December.. Dont u think so?? Hmm..




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I was worried.. Worried that i wouldnt be able to complete e work given to mi.. Worried that i would not be able to have enuf time to myself this hols.. The little blue book told mi not to worry.. i still did.. Been feeling spiritually weak for a while.. So much that i didnt even wanted people to pray for mi.. Stress.. Think thats wat u call it.. Work stress.. Stressed up be e bomb set on my back.. A bomb wid e big 23'000 number.. slowly ticking away.. Can you imagine if someone told you that u've to mail 23'000 mails, printing out e address stickers, folding e letters n putting into e envelopes urself within 8 days?? I was this close to caving in.. If i were a colour of e rainbow, i would be violet..

Yet still, God was faithful.. He lifted the burden by removing that big number.. It reduced all my last 3 day's work to nothing, yet i was glad.. Glad that the bomb was diffused.. Glad that e 3 days spent was used as a teaching lesson for mi.. N not a real life experience in handling such big numbers.. Nxt week's gonna be another busy week.. Bellysima, church n work.. Aiming to complete work by thurs.. If i were a colour of e rainbow, i would be green..

My feelings in e week was supported by people whom i didnt imagine to actually be so close to mi.. Hmm.. Dunno why, but Vic always calls mi when i'm at e start of something important.. I miss talking to you.. Miss seeing u still.. Was surprised by winnie too.. E chat was interesting.. So rare that i had so much things to talk bout.. Like jumping from topic to topic.. Lol.. Suddenly rmb of e last time i chatted wid weix on e phone.. Hai.. Am always missing moments like this.. Oh.. N Keith's like e only guy whom i chatted wid for so long on e phone.. Haha.. Treasure this honour my friend.. Oh no... Better stop reminiscing again... If i were a colour of e rainbow, i would be.. yelloz!

If i were to be a colour of e rainbow, i would want to be red.. The epitome of happiness!! N God'll be bright red!! :)
~This rainbow shows that God's promises is true~



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Wow.. This weekend was literally a marathon.. Fri was at Estee lauder sale helping out from 830am to 9pm, sat was busy in church from morn 1030 onwards, night was at darius's bday at cdans till sun morn.. Sun had k session wid henry they all till night.. Phew.. So tiring, but fun.. Haha..

Starting work at EL again for admin job which lasts till thurs.. Not realli eager bout it, but kinda looking forward to it ba.. Hmm.. Using my time more meaningfully rather than wasting it in front of e com.. Temptations'll strike mi man.. Haha..

Oh.. N Weix.. U try searching for e minus one tracks (tracks that only have e background music) for e songs la.. Should be quite fun too.. Haha.. Happy doing wat u enjoy ba.. Haha..


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