I don't know if wat i'm thinking is right.. I dunno if wat i'm thinking is good.. Dunno if its pure, of righteous, Juz plain blurr... M getting back into the stage of putting e same person at a higher priority.. M thinking that wat i'm doing is just ridiculous.. M thinking of e 1001 possibilities of this event.. N e 1001 impossibilities of this event.. We're distanced.. Not close.. Neither here Nor there.. Dilemma.. He's telling me that its still not time yet.. I'm constantly reminding my mind that its not time yet.. But e heart's the weakest spot to poke.. Not realli that good to have a creative mind too, if u dun put it to a proper use.. It'll keep poking e heart..*poke POKE* This i can say that i need help.. Need help to control my mind.. Need help.. Keep telling myself that i would rather be the "thief", but should i realli instead be the "police"? Will anything happen this soon? I'm guessing not.. This is a test of time, patience, endurance, n true faith.. N i will want to win this.. I'm trying my best.. 2years is a good measure.. I'm certain that i'll be able to wait a while longer.. I'm juz hoping the afterwards'll last till eternity.. So wishing that there'll be this one fine day when we'll be able to spout out all these nonsense at one go.. Cos dun think anyone has a slightest idea of wats going on in my mind.. N i'm locking up this room in my mind, away from anyone.. Except for 1 other person.. :) Tryin my hardest not to think bout this too:) so no fret! I'm still e man i am as you see now.. :)

Oh.. N btw, sorry to all of you who smsed mi tday, but i didnt reply.. Fone's acting up again.. Throwing tantrums wid mi.. Not letting mi receive my smses.. Pls forgive.. Aint no intention to not reply de.. Sorri for making u wait n pin for my reply..

Btw again.. Erm.. To Miss Self acclaimed Pretty Ang, erm.. gotta say that i actually didnt noe if u've read that book before, n if you would actually read it, but i juz felt that it was an interesting book.. Really hope that you'll like it:) Happy 21st Birthday!!

Btw again again, it feels sooo good to know that u're being cared for n loved by your friends.. Thank you Fervour.. I promise that in time to come, you'll noe more about mi, n mi of you too.. Thanx for e cake too.. Well planned surpise.. caught mi off guard.. But thankfully wasnt a bad surprise.. :)

4th btw.. Still am curious how Sis Wan Ping noes bout my blog.. R U here? Leave a trail behind!! :)


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