Walked through this life, full of uncertainty, full of expectations.. Expecting something nice to turn up on the corner of the streets.. Fallen into a couple of holes, taken a few beatings; Had a few sweet moments, that ended up into nothing.. Falling into despair, I stopped in my tracks.. Took a look at the wide world, i gave a long sigh..

Dark and gloomy was my world. A world where i've done many unthinkable things.. Smiling as i pierced someone else's heart, rejoicing while they suffer.. I wished for it to change, I wished for it to restart.. I wished for a quick death.. So i could become better again.. Get into another world, where there was no hurt, no crying, no pain.. A world where i could have all i wanted, where there was no one to stop me.. That was me..

In the tiny corner, in this time; my eyes fell onto a glimmering light.. Sweetly it lulled, majestic it felt.. Afraid i became, afraid i ran away.. Getting back on track in this dark, cold world; turning my back to the light.. Life went on, with the usual breakdowns and turmoils.. Even more meek i was, even more useless i felt.. Once again, i stopped.. Standing right in the middle of a crossroad, the crossroad of maturation..

Unsure again, I looked around.. Still black, still dark, still murky around.. and yet still the light was there.. Still warm, still powerful, ever so attractive.. Peering harder, the light grew even stronger, revealing something well hidden.. A cross made of wood, A cross dripping with blood.. Fearful i paced, fearless i grew.. The warmth encompasses, the sadness diminishes.. In my mind, someone spoke:

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