Somehow, one way or another, i knew this was coming.. Kinda expected this to happen.. Have always been worried on when would i get this disease.. Wasn't looking forward to this, but was more of, expecting it.. Has always been thinking bout, how come everytime people around mi get this, n i'm still not affected by them?? Hai.. Den now.. Suppose to be studying n gettin ready for e exams, suddenly this happened.. Mum says that i've had it before, but doctors told us that e 1 i had wasnt considered a pox.. Even i forgot about that lor.. N it was like when i was 5??? Haha.. Seriously couldn't rmb..

But somehow, I'm thankful for God allowing this to happen.. Goes to show that He realli noes wat i'm thinking.. Haha.. M realli grateful for all e encouraging things that u guys told mi too.. Everyone keep telling mi not to scratch too lor.. Haha.. N btw, whatever people say bout dun eat wat n dun eat wat, its verbally proven by the 888 plaza Healthway Doc who's backed by 8 certs, that its a myth.. FAKE.. LIE.. FALSE TRUTH.. So everyone can dun believe la.. Haha.. But still, 信不信由你.. Haha..

Regarding wat i'm thinking, its a realli super evil thought.. I'm sorry to say, but After the past funeral, I would suddenly think of.. What happens if something happens to someone dear to mi.. How could i react?? How could i help him/her?? Wat happens if someone leaves us for e other world?? I shudder at thoughts like this.. But it just keeps coming back.. Wouldnt want this to happen.. I think i'll juz collapse onto the floor.. It hurts to see someone leave your side.. But everyone has to someday.. So make full use of the time we have together, for it will be short:)

Am I fortunate?? OH YEA.. If e ppl in e Wa tribe had this disease, I'm guessing that they'll be thrown into some isolation cell lor.. Thank God for all i have now..


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