And just as Jesus opens the door to His house for His friends, so will I open the door of Life to my friends, leading them into a life of pure joy and happiness..

Today was auditions for Hark Performing Team.. Case u dunno, Hark's a music sch i'm attending for vocal lessons.. Had to skip service for this, but still managed to rush down to church in time for icebreakers.. Overall, audition was kinda good:) We were suppose to sing only a chorus of our song, but when i finished my chorus, the judge actually asked for my tcher's name n even asked mi to continue to sing a verse.. Quite happy after that.. Also when i left right after my turn, another tcher whom i walked pass was saying that it was v good:) Hopefully she's not trying to do some psychological help thingy..

You see, I've this problem.. Since young, I've always had low self esteem.. I tend to think that even people close to mi will not be interested in how i feel, in what i do.. I amplify my failures, esp those that'll affect mi socially.. I try my best to thread on thick ice, but when i do fall, i fall hard..

This is why I sometimes only let people noe of things on a need to know basis.. Saves myself from all e trouble if i accidentally hit something somewhere wrong.. Hmm.. Am trying to work on it now tho, so do feel free to encourage mi from time to time:) Thanx:) But still, I would like to help people, esp people whom I've a ominous feeling bout.. Think the experiences i've had is God training mi to be more sensitive to people's thoughts n feelings ba..


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